goddammit

ok, so everyone i ever went to college with is still making art, so it seems. I looked up bennet mcknight, jennifer eleck, jason-bob kittle, erich woll, jeremey burt....they's all doing shit and i ain't.


i made another human being.

but they could too. and maybe some of them have, while continuing to make art. why did i ever go to art school? i really don't know. just a way to leave home? becasue the school was close to my boyfreind? because i was the only person i knew who could draw?

i can't draw for shit. and i sure as shit can't paint.

leslie spicher, peet sasaki, jesus penis. i bet floyd is making things. what is the real value of making things? is my life any more stupid because i can't make things?